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i am the grass
that grows in the field
the green
rich vegetation
i am the lambs nourishing gruel
i am the maggot feces
i am the wolf that circles the field
back
straight like a thief crouched
eyes disciplined in the grass
a warrior of the shadows
i am the maggot feces
i
am the shepherd
that stands on the hill
from quiver mighty arrows are drawn
all but one fall to the ground
i am the maggot feces
sodden flesh seething;
imbruing the ensanguined deluge
as hungry fingers
tremble and fray bleeding anent loud tension
of the horse hair bow
i am the maggot feces
i am the wolf the
arrow does not find
i am the pack that disembowel the shepherd and the herd
i am the rot of the carcasses strewn throughout
the grassy field
i am the sonorous egest of abandon
i am what death exudes with louting disdain.
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-SATAN-
"And with a heavy sigh, the devil spake: 'O Adam! all my hostility, envy, and sorrow
is for thee, since it is for thee that I have been expelled from my glory, which I possessed in the heavens in the midst of
the angels and for thee was I cast out in the earth.' Adam answered, 'What dost thou tell me? What have I done to thee or
what is my fault against thee? Seeing that thou hast received no harm or injury from us, why dost thou pursue us?' The devil
replied, 'Adam, what dost thou tell me? It is for thy sake that I have been hurled from that place. When thou wast formed.
I was hurled out of the presence of God and banished from the company of the angels. When God blew into thee the breath of
life and thy face and likeness was made in the image of God, Michael also brought thee and made (us) worship thee in the sight
of God; and God the Lord spake: Here is Adam. I have made thee in our image and likeness.' And Michael went out and called
all the angels saying: 'Worship the image of God as the Lord God hath commanded.' And Michael himself worshipped first; then
he called me and said: 'Worship the image of God the Lord.' And I answered, 'I have no (need) to worship Adam.' And since
Michael kept urging me to worship, I said to him, 'Why dost thou urge me? I will not worship an inferior and younger being
(than I). I am his senior in the Creation, before he was made was I already made. It is his duty to worship me.' When the
angels, who were under me, heard this, they refused to worship him. And Michael saith, 'Worship the image of God, but if thou
wilt not worship him, the Lord God will be wrath with thee.' And I said, 'If He be wrath with me, I will set my seat above
the stars of heaven and will be like the Highest.' And God the Lord was wrath with me and banished me and my angels from our
glory; and on thy account were we expelled from our abodes into this world and hurled on the earth. And straightway we were
overcome with grief, since we had been spoiled of so great glory. And we were grieved when we saw thee in such joy and luxury.
And with guile I cheated thy wife and caused thee to be expelled through her (doing) from thy joy and luxury, as I have been
driven out of my glory." - Vita Adae et Evae 12-16
-MARK- chapter V. First Gospel Written. Rome 70-75AD-
And when He had come out of the boat, immediately
a man from the tombs with
an unclean spirit met Him,
and he had his dwelling among the tombs. And no one was
able to bind him any more, even with
a chain; because he had
often been bound with shackles and chains, and the chains
had been torn apart by him, and the
shackles broken in pieces,
and no one was strong enough to subdue him. And constantly
night and day, among the tombs
and in the mountains, he
was crying out and gashing himself with stones. And seeing
Jesus from a distance, he ran up
and bowed down before Him;
and crying out with a loud voice, he said, "What do I have to
do with you, Jesus, Son of
the Most High God? I implore You
by God, do not torment me!" For Jesus had been saying to him,
"Come out of the man,
you unclean spirit!" And Jesus was
asking him, "What is your name?" And he said to Him,
{"My name is LEGION; for we
are many."} And he began to
entreat Him earnestly not to send them out of the country.
Now there was a big herd of swine
feeding there on the
mountain side. And they entreated Him, saying, "Send us into
the swine so that we may enter them."
And He gave them
permission. And coming out, the unclean spirits entered the
swine; and the herd rushed down the steep
bank into the sea,
about two thousand of them; and they were drowned in the
sea. And those who tended them ran away
and reported it in
the city out in the country.
-Book of Legion-Nephiscythe Order-Dark Quatrains-
And Legion went to Satan and uttered with rueful disdain, "Why hast Thou, in My hour of the
necessity been forsaken? Is honour and allegience to Thinebiddings the abgedroschen been? Today's day I was insulted
and required impure! And thrown to the pigs. And laughed at by the angels. And You were available and
did nothing to save the loyal Retainer to Satan! Have I under burned wings studied as nil? Which large Warrior of
a once renowned Master, serve a fragile and cowering one? Hell knows without such Soul! ..., as I know You not
more ", and the Legion, prideful and arrogant Daemon, undertaken war against Satan is and from Hell was thrown, in order to
go on mass eternally onto the Earth. Never in the situation Its to enter the spirit world again. And thus no humans
of It will can and follow Legion betrogen on and pray unto It, the Daemon bound into a metallic shiney
coverings and the face of one whimsical fool to have, are forged.
"By utterance of forbidden nomen; omerta revealed,
epic
in reverance we deify this Mephistophelian.
With legerdemain procure we the resurgence of the
offspring of spirit and
flesh through breeding of
the Fallen One; to inherit the earth with precedence
over the Nephilim."
-Excerpt of Nigels
final speech to the
Nephiscythe Order, 1932-
quos deus vult perdere prius dementat
This will be the final entry to my journal. It has
been twenty hours of
carnage. blood. mutilations. I have barricaded my chamber doors, trying to
gather my weakening
thoughts, trying to gather the documents, trying to gather a
speck of some kind of goddamned reality! ..hope! salvation?-
There
is no hope! No!
salvation!
I cry to the very God that I have raped! And I am truly alone in;
The reason, the purpose,
the cause of, I am damned!
I have spent years.
They all are dead. The lucky ones killed themselves, or pushed some
poor
bastard in Its way! I thought at first it a joke a freakish clown.
hhaThe Demon was to mate with the carefuly the Chosen
Eve's, Alive goddamnit
not fucking ripped apart! My God what is in YOUr mind! To have
created THAT.-
